NO real reasonn...but i've got 2 versions...

Pessemistic Side of Me: Well....I dont really know why...
I seem to have taken a fancy for the unrealistic...Ya know, Fairytales of heros and villans...Tales of love and sorrow...Blah Blah Blah...In real life, there aren't any good stories...and when you finally find 1, its being writen by some one else...

Optemistic Side of Me: Well... I dont know why...But if you start writing you can find the joy in all of the words. You find peace and comfort....*smiles*..hehehe..I'm so screwd....*hangs head*

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Something I've just wanted to say for a really long time and didnt know how: My best friend told me she might love me...and I freaked out...I mean if you were me, you would have, too! She's a girl...so am I! But i'm already out...not exclusivly, but still, she knew...And when she "came to her sences" I couldnt tell if I was more relived...or more dissapointed....I might even have a crush on her....scratch that...I did...I dont know if I still do, but...I dont know...*sigh*

*thinks happy YAOI thoughts*

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OK! I've calmed down a bit...

And I really have no more to say...

I'm done then...

Left to reel in the corners of my mind...

Wondering of the "what could have beens"...

Yea...




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